is it real?

i know i gave him already to you and i know i don't like him anymore but this feeling, I'm hiding i feel like i still love him, but i know you like him too, because your my friend, I'm giving him to you. please take good care of him, i try to make myself realize that we are not meant to be, i just have to move on with life and find someone mew, cause i know he won't be happy with me..