parang hindi prom bukas

its 9.38pm on the pc clock.
there are 22 people online on my ym
and most of them are guys.


prom bukas. 1st prom. ever.
sobrang kabado na ko

ung iba sobrang beauty rest na.
pero ako,
khit anong try ko. ayaw eh. ayaw magpahinga ng katawan ko
di nmn ako ng enervon.
amp.

i know the reason for this.
the infamous prom cotillion
only 24 pairs of students are going to dance. there is about 200 of us.
PRESSURE! DYAHE
bad 3p!

and the other one,
the partner
mr. **** ** ****
no need to mention. alam kong wlang nag babasa nto pero malay mo. u never will know.

kala ko mayabang xa, self-centered. di namamansin, vain. etc etc etc
pero. he proved me wrong.
that's why i like him

and thats the main point.
the reason
why i cant sleep.

damn it

now, im scared as hell. of totally making a fool out of myself or missing the step of the dance and ruining it all.

i hate it

amft

but then again. i wouldn't want the dance to be over.
cause it means

its our last dance.
and the last time,
i could hold his hand
and not be embarrassed.



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