the best night was nothing like i imagined it

Elaine became Julia
Andrea dressed up
my best friend wore heels
guys look decent
girls in up-dos and curls wearing their oh so pinag handaan dresses
partying, mingling, all having an extra ordinary time

well, except for me
at first.
i thought my night would be perfect
beautiful gown, nice shoes, i looked very very gorgeous!
plus my partner was also my crush! and we would dance in the cotillion for all to see

but guess what.

he didn't come.
for some reason no one knows.
i was crushed.
bad tripped.
mad

its bullshit

i was waiting for this day to come all my life
and it only took one person to ruin it for me.

it's a good thing my friends are there.
they stood up for me.
they made me have a good time
forget about that indecent person.

doesn't he know i almost cried?
if i did my make up could have run down and everyone would ask.

if it were not for my trusty friends.
i could have left early and cried out my heart.

but past is past.
ill move on
he's not the only man on earth

he is just another snobbish model that only cares for himself.


---i'll never forgive him---

parang hindi prom bukas

its 9.38pm on the pc clock.
there are 22 people online on my ym
and most of them are guys.


prom bukas. 1st prom. ever.
sobrang kabado na ko

ung iba sobrang beauty rest na.
pero ako,
khit anong try ko. ayaw eh. ayaw magpahinga ng katawan ko
di nmn ako ng enervon.
amp.

i know the reason for this.
the infamous prom cotillion
only 24 pairs of students are going to dance. there is about 200 of us.
PRESSURE! DYAHE
bad 3p!

and the other one,
the partner
mr. **** ** ****
no need to mention. alam kong wlang nag babasa nto pero malay mo. u never will know.

kala ko mayabang xa, self-centered. di namamansin, vain. etc etc etc
pero. he proved me wrong.
that's why i like him

and thats the main point.
the reason
why i cant sleep.

damn it

now, im scared as hell. of totally making a fool out of myself or missing the step of the dance and ruining it all.

i hate it

amft

but then again. i wouldn't want the dance to be over.
cause it means

its our last dance.
and the last time,
i could hold his hand
and not be embarrassed.



-----------------sana hindi nlng matapos ung sayaw-----------

prom jitters

omg!!

i can't believe it
i was waiting for this day my whoole life.
and its finally here!!

JUNIOR-SENIOR PROMENADE

there is something about that event that makes the girls very excited about it. and im one of them

its about a week from prom. feb 14 actually. love day. oh how i hate it.. oo na single ako. anu nmn?! masaya nmn ako!!! bwahaha.
anyway back to prom. i have the jitters. i have this excited nervous feeling that i cant hide.
i already have a dress. a bag. and a facial. actually the facial is on sat. so included na un. i still dont have shoes, nor a make-up artist and some one to do my hair.

of course i have to look my best! im part of the cottillion. wahh! omg!! i cant hide this!! im gonna throw up from excitement!!! bwahahh....